I'm not sure if it's because I am never home, or if it's because if my allergies, or if it's because we are constantly scared to death about our finances, but..........I'm having a BAD day.
I try so hard to shake the discouraging feelings that slowly creep into my day, but today I'm just going to let it happen. I am too exhausted to be positive. I'm not going to complain, I just need to acknowledge the fact that I'm not very optomistic today and that I feel crummy.
We need to find another way to make a living. The fence company is dead and the property management company only generates enough income to carry our partner's family. They have their own struggles. What to do? I wanted to start a preschool once we got into the house, but I have no extra income to finance it and we won't be in until Oct. Bummer. A little frustrated right now.
#3 is supposed to start preschool next month and now I'm not sure if we can afford the $75 a month. I need some faith right now. I've gotten pretty good at being positive and telling myself that everything is going to work out, but I'm just not feeling it today. I need a boost. Maybe a little nap?
I'm so sorry you're feeling it all at once. I know those feelings - everyone worries about their finances, even if they don't talk about it. I think it's great to just say it out loud, instead of pretending like everything is great and money is never a problem and we can have whatever we want.
ReplyDeleteI bet things will look better on another day - and until then, just give yourself permission to do whatever you need to do. I always find I benefit from just taking a day and sitting on the couch with my kids, watching movies!