Just Not Feeling It

I'm not complaining. I'm just not feeling the holiday's like I used to. I'm not sure if it's because I'm working a night job now and I'm exhausted during my entire day, or if it's because I feel over scheduled and over pressured all of the time.

I feel like as soon as something is done, there is something else waiting. The hubby and I decided not to attend any parties this year because we are both burned out. I thought we were going to be able to relax until Christmas. Then I find out that I have a party to go to for work. Sigh. I love my boss though so I don't mind that much. :)

Then I find out that my youngest got invited to a birthday party on the same night as my work party. Sigh. Then I find out my kids classes need volunteers to help with their parties. Since I have 3 kids and only one of me I had to choose which class to help with and send stuff with the others.

I made 20 pies for friends and family. Sigh. Just found out the there are 3 more people that we need to give something to. More pies.

I'm feeling like I need a little vacation from Christmas. Too much pressure and not enough relaxing. I'm hoping as it get's closer that I will get a little more excited about it. But I'm just not feeling it yet.