Wow. I am actually focusing on breathing currently. Something so basic that it should be the most natural thing on earth to do and yet, I find that I am making sure that I am doing it. I have been holding my breath for the last 5 months. What a ride. Absolutely terrifying and exciting and horrible all at the same time.
As I'm looking around my new house I have a few boxes left to unpack and I can't even fathom that 3 weeks ago I was moving them in and desperately trying to find places to put the contents. We had pathways in between boxes and I was getting more and more agitated by the minute. I hid in my room and tried to go through a couple of boxes a day so that I wouldn't freak out on anyone and everyone around me.
My life is still hectic but in a different way. As my kids get older I am now their constant chauffeur. We are going to preschool, scouts, school, doctors appointments, stores, etc. I don't understand the mom's who say they are bored staying at home. I always have something to do! And at the end of the day, I wonder where the day went? It's crazy. I feel like I don't have enough time in a day.
It's so nice to look around my house and appreciate it. I feel so blessed and fortunate and I'm still pinching myself. I am so lucky. It feels good to be settled and to have the pressure and stress off. It's lovely.
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